I shouldnt be here, but its just that on nights like these, the emptiness feeling is the strongest.
NTS: Expect nothing, because things will only happen when you expect it the least. Stop being bitter about everything. Everybody leads different lives. Some lives it rich, other not so. Dont be jealous of what other poeple have that you dont. You work for the stuff that you want because you’re not lucky enough to have it dropped from the sky. And get only worthy pieces. Dont make anymore regretful decisions. Be spontaneous. Dont bother entertaining so many people. What for? Inflence, popoularity? These doesnt last so forget it. Befriend people who’d stay, and make an effort to make them stay. WHETHER OF NOT YOU LEAD A HAPPY LIFE ALL BOILS DOWN TO YOU, ALICIA.